Wounds no longer fester in me.I know now the outline of my questions.I know where the answer lies.It lies out there in the world and the only thing that stood between me and the answers was my ignorance.There is no more being "anti establishment" ,no more blaming the system.Life is simple and its issues purely rational.

i guess this is life.I am happy today that good things are happening to my friends..they are finding their ground though the ground beneath my feet is shaky..i am rejoicing:)