i have no questions,no prayers
there are never answers
curly hair of a kid with
beautiful eyes
brushed my hand
large innocent eyes looked up at me
filled with wonder
a feet or so tall
life must seem so big to those eyes
i would hate to destroy those dreams
i would hate to see the kid
grow up
and lose the peace residing in those eyes

my shadow follows me all over the place
i wanna peer through its eyes
watch my stumbling gait
pick up the dreams i leave behind
the feelings i crush beneath my heels
the words that sting
throw back hurts and worries
i wish life was simple

What do you do when your inbox remains empty,what do you do when no mail arrives...wat do you do when life seems like a perpetual wait......eyes open to darkness...your lips are are drooping at the corners and there is no reason to smile
what do you do when you keep banging against walls
what do you do when you see yourself changing..and though there is reason to stop the change,you don have the power
there lies the way but not the will
what do you do when changing seems the only way out
what do you do when boredom stifles you
what do you do when a way lies ahead of you
how do you push yourself on it
how do you judge whether its the right thing to do
what do you do when the world becomes strange and prickly
the wind seems harsh,the sun blinding

It hurts

i feel so angry today..as angry as i ve been feeling for days.What is going on in the world?????why do i fear today for the existence tommorow?i ve known forever that i had no control over my life.but i did have the chance to smile,to make someones day brighter..i thought god did give us that freedom..
Not any more,I am scared to talk to strangers,I am scared when strangers talk to me....people who don look like me i shy away from.I no longer tarry on railway platforms to watch the busy lives around me.
i dont stay out a moment more than necessary...it hurts at how alienated i have made myself from the world
the days seem harshly blinding the nights darker.people cling to their emotions their own selves a little harder,life seems a little more strange....